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Three mass shootings.
The latest yesterday an 18 year old high school kid killed 19 elementary school kids and a teacher.
On Twitter, there isn't much mourning. 
Even when the president spoke last night.
We are talking about gun control.
Are the grieving families?
Not yet. I don't think so.
They are mourning.
Picking out coffins.
Writing obituaries.
Crying.
Sometimes numbed by the shock.
Who thinks when you walk into a grocery school or drop your third grader off at school, 
a deadly shooting will take place.

This morning I searched for prayers to tweet.
They were all Christian.
I don't understand a lot of Christians,
but I understand Christ.
Still I didn't want a Christian prayer.
I thought of Eric Clapton's Tears in Heaven
and posted under the one Biden post directed to the grieving.


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 synchronicities...
as always, She responds with synchronicities. Just now, I was looking at her website. I check it now and then, praying she's still in practice, keeping a soul-connection, allowing myself a few moments to grieve.

I read this on her web page: There is a Presence greater than we are that will guide us…. if only we learn to ask.

Like my previous post earlier today, I shared the mantra I've been praying. The True Parent guides Her creatures including me.

This was an epiphany, an awakening, in a meeting a few weeks ago, when someone did a beautiuful share on how she learned from nature that there is a Higher Power guiding all creatures. I remember years back how deeply I believed that, but when everything went wrong in 2018, it was like I lost that part of my faith also. I couldn't remember what I believed, why I believed, who I believed in. I was empty, in a void.

This person woke it up. As I continued to contemplate I saw more and more examples. I wrote a prayer to the World Mother. I plan to create a creed from it to use with the Way of the Rose Rosary events. Its almost complete. Just need to revise a little. 

It occurred to me that when 12 steps says our actual parent is our Higher Power, it could also be said our "True Parent" is our Higher Power. It feels like I see things beyond the biological and physical by using True vs. actual. True holds up the spiritual and soulful, all the ways we go from "little me in my little world" to "my real self in Truth".  

None of this probably makes sense to anyone else, but no one else reads this.  LOL. It does make sense to me though.

Its been a week of synchronicities. When I called out and said, "show me you are there." I needed proof, some way to believe. And it came when I did reiki for some dogs that had been in 3 news reports recently. All had been severely abused. A few killed. My heart was so broken. It occurred to me to do reiki for them. I used "Shero", a stuffed dog my sister gave me on my birthday. The next morning, first thing I did was open up Twitter. Someone had followed me, a German shepherd lover account. One of the stories was about German Shepherds being abused and killed that I did Reiki for. Dog spirit. It really struck me. My sister also and she's not the type to make much of coincidences. 
 

Hail Mother, full of Grace. Your Beloved is with You. Blessed are You, Lady of Light. And Blessed is Your creation, life.  Eternal Queen of the cosmos, be with us now and always. Blessed be.

 


 


mantra...

May. 9th, 2022 02:15 pm
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the True Parent guides all creatures including me.
the True Parent guides all creatures including me.
the True Parent guides all creatures including me.
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 Watching 60 Minutes, the whole show is about the Ritchie Boys. One man talks of never seeing the rest of his family again after his parents sent him to America. This isn't spiritual as I'm presenting it right now. I'm presenting it that way as self-care.
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I enjoyed watching while I listened.  And the timer was gentle. I could do a self-treatment without aid from a video like this, but it is very soothing this way and reminds me that our essence is so much deeper than we believe.

 

 

Romuva

Oct. 19th, 2021 02:44 pm
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 My new results on Ancestry give me a higher percentage for Lithuania and suddenly more for Norway.  Went looking for info on Romuva and couldn't find much.  I used to have the book, but where did it go.  Wish I was still connected to Ilona.  I have so many questions.  I wish Galina still sold her cards.  I'd love to get more of them.  I actually have discovered several pagan religions I am probably connected to.  Pretty cool
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The results changed again.  Whereas I started out a while ago as mostly Swedish and "Baltic" next.  Now I am:

40% Baltics
29% Swedish
24% Norway
6% Eastern Europe and Russia 

I want to offer a contemplative space for my ancestors, to honor them, to allow them to communicate should they choose to do so.  I'll look into it online.  I would like to do it according to the geographic locations.  There isn't much on the Baltic countries, much more on Norse countries.  I copied something on Rodnovery a while back.  Its wierd to me to see Russia, knowing it was the enemy of Lithuania and other countries.

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0 Latifa Prayer

.I exist
I long
I hope
I trust
I release
I love
I am prepared
Praying the Latifa
First, place your right hand on your left hip by the help of your left hand. Then say aloud: “I exist.” Breathe steady and softly and think about the reason why you’re existing.
With the help of your left hand, place your right hand on your right hip. Say to yourself: “I desire.” Think about the things you desire and be aware how they influence your life.
Bring your right hand to your left lung with your left hand. Say to yourself: “I hope.”How does hope feel? No matter how difficult the path may be that you’re walking, you can always restore to hope.
Bring your right hand to your right lung. Say out loud: “I believe and I trust.”  Believe and trust will make you stronger and will help you to let go of uneasiness of hope. Trust follows from hope.
Place your right hand on your neck. Say: “I let go.” This area consists of all the things you keep to yourself like sadness, anger and your own voice. Because of letting these things slip out your mind, you will breathe better.From trust you move into an even higher trust. No need to worry. Let go and just be.
Place your right hand on the center of your chest. Tell yourself: “I love.” Loving is one of the strongest and purest feelings we have. Give your heart a chance to speak. Bring out your deepest desires. Feel how this power radiates from your being and encompasses all that is around you.
To finish the prayer, bring your right hand above your bellybutton. Place your left hand on top of it and say the words: “I am prepared.” Being prepared will connect you with your own voice. Know that you have the power, the strength, the courage and all the love you need.
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The Many Voices of Enlightenment

“Allah is the light of the heavens and earth. His light may be compared to a niche that enshrines a lamp, the lamp within a crystal of starlike brilliance. Light upon light; Allah guides to his light whom He will.”
 
A Koran page handwritten in light — that is, in gold and silver inks on a sheet of parchment dyed deep blue — is the exhibition’s oldest work, dating from the 10th or 11th century. Seen by candlelight, the words, which describe the rewards of Paradise, would have glinted against the dark ground like constellations in a night sky.

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Some Sufis have spoken of Black Light, the light of bewilderment, a light so bright that it has the effect of a blackout: everything familiar disappears, “like the flame of the candle in the presence of the sun,” as Rumi puts it. The idea is that God is now so blindingly near that all else becomes invisible. He is a vision of everything and nothing, and the devotee is immersed in it. The moth becomes one with the flame.

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 Women of Light in Sufism 

Here I want to discuss another side to the feminine reality, and that is its connection with the reality of “light,” which is one of the important Qur’anic names of God. According to the Qur’an, “God is the light of the heavens and the earth.” What I would like to suggest is why femininity is essentially luminous, why, in other words, it reflects directly the divine light that fills the universe. In short I want to talk about what can be called “the light of woman” and how women – and men as women become “women of light.”

 

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All human beings, both women and men. have the same goal in life. It is to know the supreme Light and to become illuminated by it.

In order to recognize God as Light, they need to recognize themselves as light. In a famous prayer, the Prophet said,
 
O God, place in my heart a light, in my hearing a light, in my eyesight a light, on my right hand a light, on my left hand a light, before me a light, behind me a light, above me a light, below me a light, and make me into a light.
 
In this prayer, the Prophet is asking God to show him the light that he possesses in himself because he was created by the Supreme Light. Only when we find light in ourselves can we recognize God as Light.

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We should pray to God in the words of Muhammad, “O God, show us things as they are.” All human beings, both women and men. have the same goal in life. It is to know the supreme Light and to become illuminated by it.

 

To recognize the supreme light, people need to recognise themselves. They have to know who they are and how they are situated in relation to Ultimate Reality. “Whoso recognizes himself recognizes his Lord.” In order to recognize God as Light, they need to recognize themselves as light. In a famous prayer, the Prophet said,

 

O God, place in my heart a light, in my hearing a light, in my eyesight a light, on my right hand a light, on my left hand a light, before me a light, behind me a light, above me a light, below me a light, and make me into a light.

 

In this prayer, the Prophet is asking God to show him the light that he possesses in himself because he was created by the Supreme Light. Only when we find light in ourselves can we recognize God as Light.

 

Let me come back to the issue of “woman.” What is it that establishes a relationship between woman and light such that we might speak of “women of light”? In Sufi terms, such a woman would be someone who has been so transformed by knowledge and practice that God has given her a light in her heart. In her hearing, in her eyesight, and so on. God has, in short, “made her into a light.”

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When the soul is understood as a hierarchy of levels, its highest level is the intellect, and the intellect, in Islamic terms, is a “light.” The Prophet said, “The first thing that God created was my light,” and he also said, “The first thing that God created was the Intellect.” The Sufis call this first light the “First Intellect” and “the Muhammadan Reality”

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When the Prophet asked God to “make him into a light,” he was asking God to make the light of the highest level of his being, the intellect, dominate over all the lower levels of his being, including his body. When he asked God to place a light in his heart, in his eyesight, in his hearing and in all his bodily members, he was asking God to disclose to him the essential light of his own reality, which was the first thing created by God. The Prophet is showing other human beings, who were created from the same essential light, that they can only reach the perfection of themselves and truly recognize themselves if the hidden light of their own essence, flows out from the center and overcomes their darkness.

 

Another famous prophetic saying can suggest something of the nature of the light that the Prophet asked God to shine down upon him. This is the saying that explains what happens when the servant performs all the duties of servanthood by recognizing his or her own slavehood to God. When the servant comes forward to God by practicing as God has asked him or her to practice, this calls down God’s love. In this hadith, the Prophet tells us that God says, “When I love My servant, I am his hearing with which he hears, his sight with which he sees, his hand with which he grasps, and his foot with which he walks.” Remember that the speaker of these words is God, the Light of the heavens and the earth. When God loves His servant, the servant is infused with God’s light. When God infuses the servant with His loving light, the servant hears with God’s light, sees with God’s light, walks in God’s light, and grasps with God’s light. In other words, God has placed a light in his eyes, a light in his ears, a light in all his bodily parts, and has made him into a light.

In order to understand the nature of light, we need to think a bit about light’s opposite, which is darkness. The Light of lights is God, and light is intelligence, awareness, and the source of all perception and understanding. It follows that “darkness” is the absence of God, the absence of intelligence, and the absence of perception and understanding. However, nothing can be totally absent from God or from these qualities, or else it would not exist. This means that God’s only opposite is nonbeing itself, which does not exist. So, God has no opposite. In other words, there is no such thing as “absolute darkness.” However, there is such a thing as “absolute light,” and that is God.

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Thus, in Qur’anic terms, to be a true muslim is to submit oneself freely to God and to have receptivity toward God’s guiding light. The first thing that is demanded of someone who wants to be a true muslim is to accept freely and joyfully that one is a “woman” in the sense that I am using the word. One cannot be fully human without surrendering oneself to God, which is to say that one cannot be fully human without actualizing the light of femininity. By surrendering oneself to God, one “comes forward” to God and turns away from all the darkness of femininity, which rises up when one comes forward to the world instead of to God.

 

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Wow!  The Light is Shining so coincidentally on Nur-un-Nisa, the Woman of Light, my Name says it all!
 


 

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Tony A’s 12 Steps

We admitted we were powerless over the effects of living with alcoholism and that our lives had become unmanageable.

We came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could bring us clarity.

We made a decision to practice self-love and to trust in a Higher Power of our understanding.

We made a searching and blameless inventory of our parents because, in essence, we had become them.

We admitted to our Higher Power, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our childhood abandonment.

We were entirely ready to begin the healing process with the aid of our Higher Power.

We humbly asked our Higher Power to help us with our healing process.

We became willing to open ourselves to receive the unconditional love of our Higher Power.

We became willing to accept our own unconditional love by understanding that our Higher Power loves us unconditionally.

We continued to take personal inventory and to love and approve of ourselves.

We sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with our Higher Power, praying only for knowledge of its will for us and the power to carry it out.

We have had a spiritual awakening as a result of taking these steps, and we continue to love ourselves and to practice these principles in all our affairs.

Source: “The Laundry List: The ACoA Experience” by Tony A.

 


messengers

Sep. 28th, 2021 02:43 pm
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 "The Hebrew word for angel is malach. Which also means messenger. One who is sent. Not cherubic creatures who adorn architecture, valentines, and fantasy. They can be anyone who is sent. Just as any one who is sent can be an angel. It is required only that there be an errand. One message.
"There is one great difference between people chosen to be the Lord's messengers and earthly messengers. While those on errands of this world almost always know that they are sent and where and why, people chosen to be messengers of the Most High rarely even know that they are His messengers.
"Unsuspecting and unaware. Consumed by their own plans and itineraries. The Lord is already sending them somewhere else. I do not know how many times in one's life one is also a messenger. But for everyone it is at least once. Remember only that you are not always going where you are going for the reasons you think you are....
"Each lifetime is the pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. For some there are more pieces. For others the puzzle is more difficult to assemble. Some seem to be born with a nearly completed puzzle. And so it goes. Souls going this way and that. Trying to assemble the myriad parts.
But know this. No one has within themselves all the pieces to their puzzle. Like before the days when they used to seal jigsaw puzzles in cellophane insuring that all the pieces were there. Everyone carries with them at least one and probably many pieces to someone else's puzzle. Sometimes they know it. Sometimes they don't. And when you present your piece which is worthless to you, to another, whether you know it or not, whether they know it or not, you are a messenger from the Most High."
~ Rabbi Lawrence Kushner, Honey from the Rock
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Sep. 23rd, 2021 01:04 pm
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“When we exhaust our human-based problem-solving designs, God emerges and shows us the way forward.”
― Dr. Jacinta Mpalyenkana, Ph.D, MBA
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 A Prayer for Resting in God's Love
God of Goodness, I come into your presence so aware of my human frailty and yet overwhelmed by your love for me.
I thank you that there is no human experience that I might walk through where your love cannot reach me.
If I climb the highest mountain you are there and yet if I find myself in the darkest valley of my life, you are there.
Teach me today to love you more.
Help me to rest in that love that asks nothing more than the simple trusting heart of a child.
 
- Author Unknown
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 “Hail Mary, rose without thorns,
You were born to comfort me.
A queen of high birth,
help me that I shall not be lost.”

(13th Century)

“Hail Mary, branch of Jesse,
From you came the Noble One,
Jesus, your Child, whose sweet Name
Took away from us all our sins.”
(late 13th, early 14th Century)

“I greet you, rose garden of heaven,
The chosen, the pure, the tender one.
You noble, sweet rose blossom,
Entreat God for me through your goodness.”
(14th Century)

 

Since I revere Mary as the reincarnated Goddess Isis, I would like to work with these so they reflect Her as both the Mother Goddess and the Mother of God.  Or use them to inspire me.  These alternate versions were usually drawn from a psalm and then connected so they reflected a Hail Mary.  It would be beautiful to do that throughout sacred texts of all kinds, wouldn't it?

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