anxiety, dream catchers, ancestors...

 I just ordered the dreamcatcher kit from Michaels. Thinking I'll put it over the bed, may even hang from ceiling and maybe this weekend place all the images from "mom's party" where the sheet is, collecting ancestor's wisdom while I sleep, with that intention, at least. I think I'll put the little "charm" I made in the group with Jenna at hospital on the dream catcher to help set that intention. The nightmares I have lately seem potent with meaning, but I hate thinking about the dreams to get too deeply into them. They have lots of upset with them emotionally.

 

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My anxiety is hard at work currently. Since I'm having a great day, my anxiety is trying in big ways to remind me "good times never last". I just took a gabby with my metformin, etc.. So hoping that will help, but its angsty enough that I think I wouldn't mind taking a klonopin or atarax to help me chill some. I'm well aware that good times don't last forever. Enough already!  

since I can't ...

 since I can't have a pet chameleon at the moment, one of these monsters might be the next best thing. LOL

 

Yarn Monster (next best thing to having the pet chameleon which I can't have)